| So much is on my mind. I am really miss talking to Missy, and I have been working a lot on college scholarship forms, etc. I am slightly confused as to where Becca and I stand right now and I am just hoping that things work out. I also have been so worried about several of my friends because they have been getting into some bad habits. I just hope things work out for them and that God will use me to witness to them. Personally I have been so excited for the study we are doing in Sunday School on different religions because I have been writing it the last three weeks. God is really blessing the youth group and I cannot wait to walk with Him and see what He has planned for me.
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| What a day. Starting off really slow and ending with a hilarious
party. I really was tired this morning but then I woke up and
started to enjoy the day. I have been thinking a lot about some things
that have been bothering me and really just don't know what to
do. I will contiue to pray about them till I have a clear
answer. I am really worried about tryouts at Liberty. I
really don't know my music and I need to get it down in the next few
weeks so I can work on the little techniques. God is
amazing! Every now and then God shows me something new. I
am beggining to see that God is asking for me to trust him with a
lot more than the little things going on. I always just took my
trust and faith for granite not really knowing how much he was really
providing for me. Now that I am getting ready for college I
really can tell that I have to trust that he will provide for my
needs. Without that trust how could I expect him to use me in
bigger situations. I love God and that is all there is to it.
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| Hey the past couple weeks have been pretty busy. I have been
running all over the place. About the only thing that makes it
worth while is the time I have gotten to spend with friends and the
amount of scripture I am learning. I feel blessed to have such
great friends and family who support me and cheer me up. I am going to
miss all of them when I leave for college this summer. In the
mean time I am going to enjoy my time with them.
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| Alive was amazing this year. I heard my favorite speaker, Bob
Lenz, and I also had the privilege of meeting John Reuben and his
band. It was an amazing weekend and to see so many young teens
come to Christ about made me cry. There comes a point where you
realize that your heart is telling you that there is one purpose for
you and I am just glad I know what that purpose is. Our God is a
great God. Awesome, Majestic, wonderous, holy, and marvelous is
God. I love seeing teens come to Christ. Everyone that was
with our crew was overjoyed and in awe of the power of God's grace.
It is becoming a truth to me that youth ministry is where my heart
lies. I don't know if I could do anything else. I also
realize that if I ever want to get married I need to find someone who
is going to support me. So to all my close Christian friends I
ask for prayer in that area and that God will guide me to the right
college for me to become educated in youth ministry. Ohh I just
can't wait to be a youth pastor.
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| It is the day before school and I am tired already. My week is
looking insanely busy. I just hope everything goes
smoothly. I am pretty sore from my soccer game and my quad is
killing me cause I pulled it about two weeks ago and it isn't healing
all that fast. This year should be pretty cool
though. My dad goes in for surgery tomorrow. He is getting his
knees replaced. I just hope nothing bad happens.
Worship team is going well I can't wait for the next practice. I
am really drained right now. I can tell I am getting stretched
really thin on my schedule. On top of that I really
want to catch up with a certain girl but she is a hour and a half
away. I miss her cause she really just lifts my spirits and knows
what to say to encourage me.
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